Hollow

Ok... so this is something new. i haven't done much in a while. there's been alot going on in my life. if you don't know what i mean, check my journals for the last week...
anywho. i titled this "Hollow" because thats how i'm left feeling at the moment. i'm finding myself kinda depressed alot of the time, and twice today at school i shed a few tears (in maths and chemistry). i had a really big talk with the school councillor yesterday, just cos i wanted to. i needed someone to talk to and stuff. we talked for about two periods (i had both of the free, btw). and today i'm feeling really upset. i don't want to sound like i'm trying to put the guilt on her. and i'm not. i just really miss her. the more i think of the good times and all that stuff, the more i miss her. and it just makes me worse.
blah blah blah. look at me, i'm babbling.... so this is another deviation. Hollow. I'm hollow. i'm lost. i can't take this. i don't know what to do. maybe i'll go cry it off again.... T_T

i don't know whether to hold on to hope or not. i don't want to let go. i don't want to give up. i don't want to never see her again.
but what if....


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