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Why is it that I never update this journal thing when I'm happy? I've been sooo happy the past 4/5 months or so and have had fantastic news but I never shared it with dA...

Stupid me.
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All I want...

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Is it seriously too much to ask for a cute, geeky red-head girlfriend? I didn't think so either.


With big boobs, of course. ;P
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Happy Place

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I need to find my happy place again. i fear i have lost it.

it's changed over years, but its usually still there. most of the time its when i'm with people, certain friends whom i'm close to and enjoy being around. i can talk to them about whatever's on my mind and whatever burdens i'm carrying and they'll be all sweet. at the moment, i don't feel like i have one of those friends.
i may just be a victim of my own mind. over thinking and over analysing everything may have put all these falsehoods in my view. but it doesn't usually steer me wrong... i think this is why i've been so desperate to get away, to go somewhere remote and nowhere with a good friend so i can simply reset things. up until this weekend just gone, i thought i knew the person i wanted to go away with, but now i'm not sure if they're with me on this. i've had this strange uneasy feeling in my stomach all weekend and its been aimed at them. i don't really know what's going on, but i dont want to lose a such a new friend that i've felt so close to. and i especially don't want to lose them to someone who doesn't deserve them...

in other news, i had my first hit of weed on friday. after drinking half a bottle of wild turkey of course. didn't vom or anything. didn't get giggly either. i just kinda lost control of my body. my face and everything was twitching like crazy. joey and the guys assured me that it was normal.
not sure if i'd do it again. the feeling was interesting, but the pain in my throat after sucking up the bong was not too pleasant.

new tracks up for the band! check out www.myspace.com/alpinefault/ for the awesomeness.

thats all. we shall see how i feel towards the end of the week. my stomach still feels uneasy today and its monday. perhaps (hopefully) this thing is all in my head and i can have my happy place back. i would not be surprised if it all is in my head....


^_^
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